I found myself infront of the pc this afternoon. was just gonna email work but i ended up multiplying and blogging. its been a while since the last time i actually took time to write here. im done with school so i'm hardly infront of the computer nowadays plus im busy attending to my hobbies and freelance work.
the church play just ended last saturday, may 27. that's what kept me busy the whole summer. practice then i had to work on their souvenir program and other collaterals. it was all good though. it helped me get my mind off things and it somehow made it lighter for me. i got closer to God and to the youth as well. i think it was a good blessing for me. God works in mysterious ways. it's really true, if you cant understand his plan for you, trust his heart....that's what i did and i think that the reason why i got involved into this play was because he wanted me to get closer to him so that he could help me with my burdens. the people in the youth helped me heal some open wounds. i somehow thank them coz it made things lighter for me even if they don't know it. they helped remind me of my worth and most importantly, they saw something in me that made me feel special whenever im witht them. was very touched. i've been taken for granted a couple of times, mostly by people i least expected. it was very painful yet i opened my heart to forgiveness and understanding. no one's perfect anyways, so whether or not it was their intention to hurt me, i've learned to just offer it up to God and accept them with open arms. I know forgiving is the hardest thing to do but come to think of it, if that person meant a lot to you, forgiving is the next step to making things better...only if you allow it to...whatever decisions you make, it's a reflection of who you really are....
so, anyways, enough enough...too much things to say but i cant seem to put my thoughts together...ive been busy practicing for my dance recital this june. yep, another baila recital...kinda tough training since ive got a week to learn 6 dances...hehe...but its all good! i love dancing anyways..but its just har dnow coz im always LOST! my mind is just always wandering around....kinda sucks but im learning to deal with it. so anways, that's about it. This week was confusing for me since i had so much things in mind. Had so many freelance work to finish, had practice everyday (felt battered!), then i had my job interview in GMA 7, which was a funny experience for me (the mrt n lrt ride was funny!)... tiring week, physically, mentally n emotionally but im glad that despite all these, i know i did something good for myself and for some people. i opened my heart to forgiveness and i can say that after all that ive been through, im much stronger now...
there are things that are still questioned, have so many things in mind...trying to seek answers and understanding them but i cant seem to...so 'll let it be though it hurts, but i know and i trust God...he always answers prayers...just gotta be patient and trust his heart....(*to be continued)
the church play just ended last saturday, may 27. that's what kept me busy the whole summer. practice then i had to work on their souvenir program and other collaterals. it was all good though. it helped me get my mind off things and it somehow made it lighter for me. i got closer to God and to the youth as well. i think it was a good blessing for me. God works in mysterious ways. it's really true, if you cant understand his plan for you, trust his heart....that's what i did and i think that the reason why i got involved into this play was because he wanted me to get closer to him so that he could help me with my burdens. the people in the youth helped me heal some open wounds. i somehow thank them coz it made things lighter for me even if they don't know it. they helped remind me of my worth and most importantly, they saw something in me that made me feel special whenever im witht them. was very touched. i've been taken for granted a couple of times, mostly by people i least expected. it was very painful yet i opened my heart to forgiveness and understanding. no one's perfect anyways, so whether or not it was their intention to hurt me, i've learned to just offer it up to God and accept them with open arms. I know forgiving is the hardest thing to do but come to think of it, if that person meant a lot to you, forgiving is the next step to making things better...only if you allow it to...whatever decisions you make, it's a reflection of who you really are....
so, anyways, enough enough...too much things to say but i cant seem to put my thoughts together...ive been busy practicing for my dance recital this june. yep, another baila recital...kinda tough training since ive got a week to learn 6 dances...hehe...but its all good! i love dancing anyways..but its just har dnow coz im always LOST! my mind is just always wandering around....kinda sucks but im learning to deal with it. so anways, that's about it. This week was confusing for me since i had so much things in mind. Had so many freelance work to finish, had practice everyday (felt battered!), then i had my job interview in GMA 7, which was a funny experience for me (the mrt n lrt ride was funny!)... tiring week, physically, mentally n emotionally but im glad that despite all these, i know i did something good for myself and for some people. i opened my heart to forgiveness and i can say that after all that ive been through, im much stronger now...
there are things that are still questioned, have so many things in mind...trying to seek answers and understanding them but i cant seem to...so 'll let it be though it hurts, but i know and i trust God...he always answers prayers...just gotta be patient and trust his heart....(*to be continued)
About Me!
- cRaZyBeAuTiFuL
- My profile:
- Loves to seek the thrill of life.
- Addicted to water.
- Wakeboarder.
- Surfer.
- Bellydancer.
- Soccer Player
- Happy go lucky person.
- Multimedia Artist.
- Trust me, it's paradise
- My Links:
- my website
- my multiply account
this is my life:
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